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Lord Carapace
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I am Lord Carapace. Who gives a fuck.

There. Now it's time to add shit.

Now, about me. Of course.
I'm a VERY strict Heterosexual.
I draw ponies and furries at times, then other random things. Long walks on the crater-filled beach and urban ruins, sometimes a chat by a missile sticking out of the ground and cuddles beside an irradiated fireplace.

I'm a furry first, brony second. I don't know if that means anything, but hopefully it clears something up.

Fuck you, Self-doubt.

Well, I mean... I have nothing.

I have no ideas. I have no real creativity here, I have no idea what I'm doing, really. I've been wanting to draw something for a while, but I can't because of my skill level and because I'm just out of it. (Yesterday was just fucking around with ArtRage for a profile picture.)

I'm just not good enough. 

That's my first problem. I have more self-doubt than I can handle. I can only feel confident if I think one of my pieces is actually good, but that's few and far between. I keep telling myself that I can't do it, yet my hands keep going on and on and creating something worthless that people will scroll on by without a second look. It's just a process I can't get out of.

Shit, I sound like an attention whore, eh? Ah, don't worry, I'll be gone within a minute here.

I just need something to write about to pass the time, while I waddle about with my issues of finding something to draw about and actually getting down to it without my own mind getting in the way.

And I'm thinking of getting a job as a concept artist? With this fuckin' self-doubt, broken confidence and shitty skill? Yeah, whatever...

I'm gonna go sit over here, yeah, that'd be better for everyone else. Have a good day everyone, I know I'm not. Heheh.

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Xenogenisis-Wolf Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Love your pencil work. Also I couldn't stop laughing at your webcam!
LordCarapace Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014
Thank you! And yes, that's why I got the webcam. 
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for adding my work to your collection
LordCarapace Featured By Owner May 28, 2014
No problem at all.
UltraPredator01 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Are you actually a fan of 40k? Your Deviant ID looks great. :)
LordCarapace Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Yes, I am. 
Salamanders are my favorite SM Chapter, while the Death Korps of Krieg is second place in IG.
UltraPredator01 Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
I always like the Raven Guard and Dark Angels more. Death Korps of Krieg and Catachan Jungle Fighters are also badass, though my all-time favorite is Gaunt's Ghosts.
If I had to get heretical, I'd probably prefer the Night Lords because their tactics suit me the best.
LordCarapace Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
I personally love the World Eaters. I mean, who doesn't like charging in with chain-axes and blood lust that could satiate Khorne? 
Blood for the blood god and whatnot.
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Ramrum Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2013   Traditional Artist
haha sir your Deviant ID is fabulous
LordCarapace Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2013
Haha, thanks. 
I try to make it look as bland as possible.
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